I've always been absolutely horrible at keeping resolutions. In fact, I can't even remember the last time I tried. One thing that I've always wanted to change though is my physical appearance. I have hips and thighs, but lack boobs so I just look totally unproportional. Any weight gained goes straight to my legs and compared to the rest of my family where they're all tall and skinny made/ makes me feel even worse. I know that I need to find some sort of body peace, but no matter how hard I try or how long I meditate over it, I still hate it about myself. I've lost weight in the past few years and I've reached goals that I set up forever ago, but once I reached it, it suddenly wasn't good enough for me anymore. It's something that's really personal to me and really difficult to talk about, but hopefully when I look back on this post, I'll be in a different point in my life then and be more comfortable with myself. At least that's the goal for me right now.
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