Merde.

So.. my attempt to wean off the shopping addiction isn't going so well right now. I did pretty good for while there where I saved majority of paycheck or used it towards gas or gave some to church or bought groceries.. But besides all of that, I was really good at saving. And a few days ago I even got whammed with this huge guilt wave of having such an abundance of clothes and shoes and handbags and stuff and just felt poopy about it. That is until I stopped by at the mall so I could go to the jewelers to get my ring fixed. One of the stores was having a Everything-Must-Go sale so they could get ready for the new season and I kind of bought something. Well, it was a lot of somethings. But I couldn't help it! Huge chunky knit sweaters were being sold for $6 a piece and with Kentucky weather being all over the place, we're in the middle of a cold spell and it seems like I'm always in a constant need of thicker sweaters. Anyways, sweaters were like $6 a piece and so I got like 3 of those, you could get a handful of panties for like $6 too so I got some of those along with a few new other undergarments. Let's see, what else? Tank tops! They had the cuuuutest tank tops with lace around it for $4 a piece and I got like 4 of those and a beautiful flowy white blouse, an army green pea coat for $12, and pair of mid-calf boots in a dark taupe color that have sherpa-type looking material on the inside and they are sooo comfy. They look like grunge boots, but I love them. And I got another pair of mid-calf boots that are plain black leather but completely covered in studs. They make me feel like a bad ass haha. I think that was about it and it all was less than $70 total which I think is pretty darn good. But now I'm running out of room for everything and I'm trying to get rid of stuff to make room, but I wear it all. And I'm just stuck in this weird love-hate cycle thing and just ugh... Stupid problems of a 19 year old. I hate being an adult.