Ok, cupcakes are EVIL!

So yesterday was Easter, which people usually use as an excuse to stuff our faces with all sorts of random foods and tasty treats. My aunt decided to bring cupcakes to my grandparents house yesterday which was a really awesome decision. I tried very hard to not stuff my belly full and go into a food coma during lunch, which I succeeded in. I was so happy, I decided to reward myself by inhaling a cupcake. This was the worst decision of my life. These cupcakes were a masterpiece made to look like ducks. There was cream cheese icing on it and coconut shavings that were yellow and orange gumdrop thingys cut in half to look like an open beak and it was strawberry flavored... ah. It was amazing. and the best part? It had a glob of strawberry jelly in the middle. We went for a walk down the road when the cupcake started to kick in. I started hopping up and down and spinning around with my arms out like a helicopter because it was amazing. And then started to wonder why when people walk, our arms move forwards and backwards? Why don't the move from side to side? So, I demonstrated this new walking technique, and then proceeded to cry. I thought I was going to die. This is what happens to me when I have sugar. It was not fun. The only need that I felt at that moment was to obtain more sugar and to also destroy anything that was yellow. And to try to run as fast as I could. I ended up just running around in circles and then randomly turning off-course because I spotted a dandelion and I needed to destroy it. After I had plucked it up and stuck it in my pocket, I began to run right back on course running around in endless circles. It was not fun. It is the cupcake's fault. It is evil.   

Stupid stupid stupid..

Mondays are stupid. Rain is stupid. Cars are stupid. Squares are stupid. Band-Aids are stupid because they're never even the right color. Knives are stupid. toothbrushes and toothpaste is stupid. Fairies are stupid. Atomic bombs are stupid. Superman is stupid. Spaghetti is stupid, but still amazingly yummy.Cats are stupid (regular cats and Kentucky Wildcats. Tigers are awesome though). BUT, hehe I said but hehe. I love being immature.. Rolly chairs are awesome. Slip-N-Slides are awesome. Apple juice is awesome. Squiggle lines are awesome. Starcraft is awesome. Shrimp is awesome. Bubbly is awesome. (the word, not champagne. I'm not sophisticated to drink yet). Arrrelluglarrfff! Ok, I feel better now. I was having a crappy day 

slightly man-ish... part 2

So after we had that discussion, (it went on for awhile), I decided that I was going to do everything in my power to prove that I'm a girl. Besides my obvious.. lady parts, I thought that the most obvious way to show that I'm a girl would be to wear a dress. And pink. Worst. Decision. Ever. I never paint my nails, but I do my toenails because i think feet are gross and ugly so fingernail polish is there to make them halfway acceptable. Anyways, I usually keep mine painted a really dark brown that looks blacks. I lightend them up to a coral color. And I wore a dress for a whole week straight. It was terrible. I always had to sit with my legs crossed and couldn't prop my legs up on the seat in front of me, or bend over or anything.It was terrible. And what's even worse, the day after me and Boyfriend had discussion about it, hsi cousin picked me up and we went to his house. We were hanging out in his room and his little sister, who thankfully likes me, heard me freaking out about how I'm mannish and she looked me straight in the eyes and said with a little smile on her face, "You're a man!" It was the greatest and most heartbreaking thing ever. She's only 4 so she said it so innocently, but so hurtfully too. She just heard me saying it so she said it too, she didn't actually mean it. Anyways, it was terrible though because I had redoubled my efforts to look like a girl that day. I was wearing a dress that was like light pink with a chambray button down over top of it, had toenails pink, wore makeup, and hair naturally curly, but actually spent time on it so it looked halfway decent. But, I've given up on the girlyness. I'm going back to jeans, sweatpants, and t-shirts. If I'm a tomboy, then all well. At least I never got called a man when I dressed tomboy =/

slightly man-ish.. part 1

So for the past week, I've worn a dress everyday to prove that I'm a girl. What started this dangerous fete? A conversation between me and Boyfriend....

Me: lol yeah. I'm guna have to go pretty soon I'm almost home
Boyfriend: Whatr u doin?
Me: Guna have to work in the field. Wow. I kinda sounded like a slave rite then...
Boyfriend: lol yeah, jus a bit
Me: So.. this is a lil awkwrd now haha
Boyfriend: Why?
Me: I'm... slightly manish
Boyfriend: Yeah, jus a bit lol jk babe
Me: Wah? Rele? haha how?
Boyfriend: Well, you burp rele loud and proud of it, we wrestle all the time, you hate pink and bows, you helped us do manual work at Mamaws, and we played football, you like cars, and you want a crotch rocket. Lol i like it tho babe.
Me: Crap. Oh Gah!!
Boyrfriend: Wat
Me: I'M A MAN!!!!

10 seconds

My mind always jumps around from one thing to another so fast and always multitasking and just doing so much stuff, I'm surprised it hasn't given out yet. I've always wanted to try this though. Welcome to a true ADHD person's mind. I'm going to try to type everything that goes through my mind in just 10 seconds or half phrases or even just one word or parts of a word. It's going to be very confusing, but let's see how it turns out....
blog, shoes, prom, donnie (boyfriend), concert, world so cold, toes, fingernail polish, sunglasses, shower, flowers, tan colored brick house, i like these sheets, music appreciation essay, grades?, sleep, donnie (boyfriend), why don't they make girls pajama pants as comfy as guys?, need more clothes hangers, NEED MONEY!!!,why is bank account frozen?, wanna be 18, alice cooper, need to go to an AA meeting for my addiction to chapstick, The Great Gatsby, i hate math, my jaws hurt, canada trip?, donnie (boyfriend), never broken any bones, need a job, gum loses taste fast, i want longer hair, blonde or not?, Japan, wars make me anger, syrup, puppies <3, fishies!!, just keep swimming...., robin hood (disney version), alabama, cupcakes =)

so that's 10 seconds inside my head. I actually went back and made the little random letters into words and make some sense. But yeah.. a lot of thoughts and very random...  

I'm a hypocrite..

I'm known as the person who people come to for problems. Whether it's with friends, family, self, school, relationships.. Anything and everything, I'm always there to help. Being in high school, theres deffently a lot of drama revolving around dating. I never could understand how somebody could even date somebody after 6 months without being sick of them. The longest relationship I've ever had has been 7 months, and it was really good, it's just that.. I kind of got tired of the guy. I'm not one to have a clingy boyfriend, or people who look up to me a lot and just.. follow me. Not in a stalkerish way, but I'm an independent leader, not a follower and not much for even having my own followers. Anyways, back on topic. My longest relationship had been 7 months, and I was sick of the guy after that. But, I'm going to have to say that I'm a hypocrite for saying that after 6 months, I will automatically be sick of the other person. It's mine and Boyfriend's 6 months on monday and I always find out new things about him and love being around him. I have never met somebody that I care so much about and whom I find so interesting. It's very mind blowing to go from not showing like any emotion to actually loving another person and wanting to share, show, and include them in everything.I'm not very good at explaining it, it's just very mind blowing. But, after almost 6 months, I'm still perfectly happy and still kind of like the kid. It's pretty amazing =D

DAY 30!!!! LAST DAYYY!!

Your favorite nail polish Day- Idon't wear nail polish very often. Actually, hardly ever unless it's on my feet. I hate feet, so I have to have some way to disguise them lol. Anywho, I like spring colors a lot which is why I chose two Chanel brand nail polishes and one by OPI. Their colors, well colors that I named them actually, is Chanel Melon, Chanel Jade, and OPI Dusky Sky Blue.

Day 29 =D

Something that makes you go awwwww Day- puppies =) they make me unbelieveably, crazy happy. You know how you grow up dreading the crazy cat lady that lives a couple houses down the street from you? Yeah... I think I'm destined to be that lady. Well, with dogs though instead of cats. Of course. Anywho, most people get their heartstrings pulled on by seeing pictures of babies or watching the Notebook (ugh gag me). Me on the otherhand, I have a verrrry soft spot for puppies =D, especially this goofy Old English Sheepdog. I'm trying to convince boyfriend to get me one. So far, it's not working out so well...

Day 28..

Your favorite drink Day- Sunkist!! Well, any orange-flavored drink really. But yeah! 'Nuff said. Oh, and thanks to one of my classmates, I absolutley love Shirley Temples now too (the virgin type of course.. lol). And this is sort of strange, but any time that I'm sad, I don't go on an ice cream binge or chocolate feast or anything like most normal people.I sort of tend to... drink apple juice and everything is fixed. Very odd, I know. But, there ya have it. My favorite drinks.

Day 27

Your favorite type of skincare Day- Certain places on my face get really dry, while some parts (around the nose and chin) stay a little bit.... not dry which is actually pretty common. I was never very big into moisturizers or skin cremes because I was always scared that it would leave my whole face oily. With Cetaphil, even the oily places don't get extra oily. It evenly spreads across the whole face and makes it all so smooth. I deffently reccomend it for any type of skin type. Cetaphil however, makes skin cremes specializing in all the differnet skin textures though, so you can always be sure to findyour perfect match...