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It just occured to me, I'm turning old. I can look back on just last year and already see how much I've grown up. One of the big things that happend was turning 16 in December last year. When I was a kid, I was so ready to become 16 and experience everything that life had to offer. I was planning to have a huge sweet 16 party, go on an exchange trip to Europe, to drive, and to go to Florida for the first time. Since then, things have deffently changed. 4 years ago, I went to Florida for the first time. We had too many other things that happend in December, and my long expected party was forgotten. There weren't enough people that signed up for the exchange trip to Europe, so of course, I couldn't go. I am driving now, but I waited like 3 months before taking the permit test, so instead of being able to drive in the summer, I have to wait until the begining of October. This all just shows how usless goals are to me. Sure, it's great to try to plan out things you would like to do, even plan on doing, but there's always the larger force that changes your plans- life. Life is too quick, too unpredictable, and too stubborn. As Gandalf said, we must decide what to do with the time given to us.